The Waiting Game

I hate waiting, I never had the patience. That's why I come to my appointments early or on time, because I don't want to keep anyone waiting. I know the agony. It's like you don't value the time of the person that's waiting for you. I don't mind waiting every once in a while, but I really hate keeping anyone waiting for me.

I am an Aries, I don't know if it has anything to do with it, but Arians are known to be restless. If I can help it, I won't sit and wait for two hours at the airports. I don't like waiting long hours for connecting flights, and I don't like long flights. But these can't be avoided, so I always have a book with me so I can have a productive distraction or watch a whole season of TV series while in transit.

Waiting for a phone call, an email or a sign can probably be the worst kind of it all. It is something beyond our control no matter how hard we try to summon the universe to let things be. I am in a waiting game for four days now, I've probably done everything to not think about it. If I could have  self-induced amnesia for a few days, I might have done it already. And just tell the doctor to revert it back after I got the sign that I've been praying for.

This sign that I'm talking about is so humongous that it can change the course of my professional life. That's why this is very important for me. I know, HE knows that patience is not my best suit, maybe it's his way of telling me to cultivate it in me. I have no other choice but to wait and see what's in store for me in the coming days. But for now, I have to focus on the present, and be grateful for everything that I have.